To My Beloved Hilton. . .

Unfortunately, Hilton left us this morning. . .forever. 300311 is a day to be remembered. I've decided to blog is bcos i really dont know how to express my sadness. I also dont have the chance to say goodbye and b thr for him b4 he left for heaven. I still have a lot to tell u. This post is dedicated to u my one and only Hilton.

Dear Hilton,

From the 1st day we saw u, u ran straight to me and I was determined that it was u to be our beloved pet. 

The 1st day we brought u home u were stil a shy pup :) All the family members fall in ♥ wit u the moment they saw u although dad n mom first rejected the idea to adopt a pet. I felt so happy as evry1 loves u already.  Everyday is like a day of fun when u r here in our family. 

Things go well for us til last week u were admitted to hosp. Worried and cried so badly since u was not able to walk anymore. However we din giv u up,but we keep on searching vets to cure u. Brought u to Ipoh and u were the active and bubbly Hilton again when u were back from Ipoh. Was so happy and I realized how much i care and love u after the incident. All of us learn to cherish u even more. 

I still rmbr ur naughty face when we tried to feed u the med everyday. Once u want to take med thr was always every1 surrounded u to help. U were as ur usual self until this morning wen i left for work. Forever I will rmbr the innocent stare u gave me before i went to work. As usual as i was rushing to work i dont hv the time to even touch u. Just said gd morning and wave goodbye to u for the last time. 

By 9am i received call from home that u were like last time not able to move after a loud yell. Ur eyes and mouth were wide open. I stunned and quickly informed hubby as I'm not able to go back c u. After 15mins, 30mins, u were stil the same. Mom told me u're dead. I cant accept the truth as i convinced myself u r stil alive. Hubby went back and confirmed the bad news. I cried unstoppably. . .i stil cant accept the fact u left us. 

Still managed to get myself back to see u for the one last time. Started to cried out loud on the way home. The moment i saw u were lying peacefully on ur fav cushion my heart breaks into million pieces. U were cutely dressed in ur army shirt we bought for u. Tried to close ur eyes. . . Keep on touching u and look at u for one last time. By looking at u, brought back memories of how much joy u had brought in to our life although we were only together for a short period. U were buried with all ur belongings and fav toys together, im sure ure happily living in heaven now :)

There are so many things i regret for not doing it when u were stil alive. I dont hav a pic of u and me together, I dont spend enough time for u and I dont get to cuddle u today. Being back at home w/out u welcome us back is hard for me. Looking at ur cage and belongings make me miss u more. U and us r fated to hav this short period of life together as owner and pet. I appreciate every moment with u,w/out any regret choosing u as our pet. No other dog can replace u. 

HILTON, my last words for u is . . . I miss u and I ♥ U! U already hav a place in my heart from now til forever. 

These are the last photos of u from hubby's phone

::::RIP HIlLTON::::

U were 5months old when u left us . . .

Weekends!

Gawd! Time passes by so fast.. Last weekend spent my time shopping for my wedding stuffs with hubby. The same goes to this weekend..kinda tiring but happy! I have a good excuse to shop,w/out hubby nagging me for buying too much!

Bought so many things these 2weeks. Almost done with the shopping~ Lil bit of this lil bit of that,sooner or later im goin to finish my preparations~ I dont know how to describe my feeling now. . . excited.nervous.worried. My big day is so near yet i dont want it to come too fast cos im not done wit the preparations yet. Hope everything goes well :)

I hate my hair colour now, going to dye it soon. I mean real soon! Will go back to straight hair after my wedding. Lazy person like me reli dont suit to hav curly hair,it's hard to manage. Often look like siao cha bo. Besides, my complexion seems to get dull day by day..no idea why,perhaps it's time for me to put on some masks! Since last year,really seldom apply make up on face d since went to the skin specialist,only touch up eyes and lips. Reli 'chan', so sad :(

 

Other than preparing for wedding, of cos will buy some stuffs for my Taiwan trip! *excited even by just mentioning* Got myself a neck cushion & air mail pack! I'm happy cos i've managed to visit 2 of my fav Asian countries d! Hope can save more $$$ and travel to other countries soon.

The blue monday is here again..the hardest thing to do is to get up in the morning for work :(( Arrgghh,sien max! Sleeping mode ON!

Bringing Hilton to Ipoh :(

Stil thinking & missing Hilton like mad when writing this post.. Counting the days he's coming back home although which day is stil uncertain cz nid to be informed by the vet. I'm sure he's vr lonely,sad & scared rite now.

We purposely went down to the vet in Ipoh as intro by the vet in Pg bcos he said no one else in Pg will know how to cure him other than this one. So, w/out hesitation we decided to bring him thr as we know he had been suffering. Reached thr ard 10somethin..credit goes to our GPS! Luckily when we reached, thr was no customer yet so we went straight in. So glad that Dr.Jean is a vr caring, soft-spoken and shows vr much appreciated concern to Hilton. I hope even if we're not thr she wil stil do the same to him.

Thats's Dr.Jean

She told us to leave him thr for 3-5days for observation and some x-rays to be done on him after a detailed discussion about his condition. She gave him vaccine and apply some oily liquid on his body to prevent ticks bcos Hilton nid to be placed with other sick dogs. So, it's safer to take all these precautions.

 he kept on struggling T.T

I was so reluctant to leave him thr cos I'm sure he wil not get used to the environ thr..He likes to b around ppl and afraid to be left alone. Furthermore, he nvr mix wit other dogs since we brought him back. I'm worried of him from the moment I stepped out of the clinic til now.. I know some ppl may think that "it's just a dog, dont be so dramatic" but i'm sure those pet lovers/owners for sure wil und my feeling cos he's like a big part of my life now.

when they want to put him in the cage :((( sad max!

his not-so-friendly neighbours :(

spot the shih tzu,keep on barking!

Hilton was shaking and kept on crying in the cage. Perhaps was scared by all the dogs thr esp the shih tzu & chihuahua.

poor boy...

teary-eyed

He kept on looking at me wen i left him. It was a heart breaking moment for both of us T.T I kept on goin back to him askin him do not cry as we wil b bringing him back soon but myself feel like crying wen lookin at him. I left with a heavy heart knowing it wil b hard for him as he is a vr coward puppy...

Then, i kept on mumbling to hubby in the car about how much i miss him already and dont know whether they wil take gd care of him..bla bla bla.. Hubby decided to stop by at Foh San for breakfast...not so many ppl compared to the last time we went.

this thing wit bakhu sucks

the rest was good ;)

❤ dessert most! 

Headed back home after that.. was a sad trip. These few days kept on saying Hilton this Hilton that..Argghh...damn worry! Cant follow hubby to bring him back cos nid to work. But mom in law wil b following so worry not! I'm sure they wil take good care of him during the journey back. Recover fast and come back asap baby Hilton!! cant wait to hug u :)

Lengzai 林峰! :)

TVB hottie 林峰 with China's model 潘霜霜 current leaked pics! It's his ex anyway..

wulala~~ so hot!

sweeeet~

I can hear millions of hearts breaking!

she looks like eurasian

She has the plastic Angelababy look! Very pretty indeed :)  Just a short post to gossips around since i'm so lonely w/out Hilton with me..Can't wait for ur return,miss u badly!!

Besides,a totally unrelated post:.. My beloved PakHo!! So damn yeng♥

My First

Plan to start blogging so that i can flashback when reading it nex time. It's also bcos my Big Day is approaching too so i plan to write down all the events that lead to the day!

Unfortunately, my first blog entry has to be a sad one :( This morn baby Hilton fell sick.. Now he can only move his head around..the rest of his body cant move anymore, he had been lying on his cushion from 5am till now. Imagine!Not being able to pee,poo,drink,eat by himself. I reli feel for his pain, the vet cant find out the reason why make us more worried of him. When hubby n i heard his cry during 5am we went out to c him & his lifeless body shocked us so bad dat i'm goin to faint. Luckily after we kept on calling his name,he began to regain his conscious..but sadly he cant move at all.. The vet told us if he continue to be like this for a month w/out improvement then this is the way he's going to be for the rest of his life! WTF! he's just 5mths old. Hope the med given can cure him..seriously worried and pity him.

Although ure unlucky to hav this sickness but ure lucky cos u have US! muacks!

TT

Tears rolling down wen looking at his condition now...He's a super friendly puppy+cheerful. Likes to be around ppl n hyperactive. I'm sure he's suffering now..not being able to come near to us anymore. Dont worry baby,we wil come to u instead~ To others u may seem imperfect but to us ure stil our perfect Hilton! Love u so much,wish u can get up and walk soon!  ♥♥♥