Wednesday, 30 March 2011

To My Beloved Hilton. . .

Unfortunately, Hilton left us this morning. . .forever. 300311 is a day to be remembered. I've decided to blog is bcos i really dont know how to express my sadness. I also dont have the chance to say goodbye and b thr for him b4 he left for heaven. I still have a lot to tell u. This post is dedicated to u my one and only Hilton.

Dear Hilton,

From the 1st day we saw u, u ran straight to me and I was determined that it was u to be our beloved pet. 
The 1st day we brought u home u were stil a shy pup :) All the family members fall in ♥ wit u the moment they saw u although dad n mom first rejected the idea to adopt a pet. I felt so happy as evry1 loves u already.  Everyday is like a day of fun when u r here in our family. 
Things go well for us til last week u were admitted to hosp. Worried and cried so badly since u was not able to walk anymore. However we din giv u up,but we keep on searching vets to cure u. Brought u to Ipoh and u were the active and bubbly Hilton again when u were back from Ipoh. Was so happy and I realized how much i care and love u after the incident. All of us learn to cherish u even more. 

I still rmbr ur naughty face when we tried to feed u the med everyday. Once u want to take med thr was always every1 surrounded u to help. U were as ur usual self until this morning wen i left for work. Forever I will rmbr the innocent stare u gave me before i went to work. As usual as i was rushing to work i dont hv the time to even touch u. Just said gd morning and wave goodbye to u for the last time

By 9am i received call from home that u were like last time not able to move after a loud yell. Ur eyes and mouth were wide open. I stunned and quickly informed hubby as I'm not able to go back c u. After 15mins, 30mins, u were stil the same. Mom told me u're dead. I cant accept the truth as i convinced myself u r stil alive. Hubby went back and confirmed the bad news. I cried unstoppably. . .i stil cant accept the fact u left us. 

Still managed to get myself back to see u for the one last time. Started to cried out loud on the way home. The moment i saw u were lying peacefully on ur fav cushion my heart breaks into million pieces. U were cutely dressed in ur army shirt we bought for u. Tried to close ur eyes. . . Keep on touching u and look at u for one last time. By looking at u, brought back memories of how much joy u had brought in to our life although we were only together for a short period. U were buried with all ur belongings and fav toys together, im sure ure happily living in heaven now :)

There are so many things i regret for not doing it when u were stil alive. I dont hav a pic of u and me together, I dont spend enough time for u and I dont get to cuddle u today. Being back at home w/out u welcome us back is hard for me. Looking at ur cage and belongings make me miss u more. U and us r fated to hav this short period of life together as owner and pet. I appreciate every moment with u,w/out any regret choosing u as our pet. No other dog can replace u. 

HILTON, my last words for u is . . . I miss u and I ♥ U! U already hav a place in my heart from now til forever. 


These are the last photos of u from hubby's phone








::::RIP HIlLTON::::






U were 5months old when u left us . . .

1 comment:

  1. So sorry to hear that.. I'm sure Hilton is well now, he had been a good baby didn't he? Be well and cheer up alright :)

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